dephigravity: (art - jared rosary bb)
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Title: Artwork for Refracted
Author: [livejournal.com profile] dugindeep
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: R (for brief teenage nudity) [NSFW]
Warning: Obvious [SPOILERS] for the fic. Very image heavy post!
Medium: Photoshop CS6, Corel Painter 12
Artist Notes: For [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang



Reblog links:
Main post
NSFW pic
Jared sketch

**Thanks to:

To my art beta, [livejournal.com profile] quickreaver. Not only were you able to help me to be a better artist-- from typography tips to always pushing me to push harder and experiment outside of my comfort zones-- but you have also become such a wonderful friend and confidant. Thank you for all that you have done to help me grow. I can never truthfully thank you enough!

To [livejournal.com profile] fiercelynormal. Thank you for helping look things over and offer advice, and your continued cheerleading and friendship. ♥

To [livejournal.com profile] dugindeep. Thank you so much for writing such a beautiful and touching story. As I have told you before, it deeply resonated with me and my own personal experience, far more than any other story I have ever read. I am truly blessed to have been able to work with you once again. It was destiny!

And finally to [livejournal.com profile] wendy, thank you so much for organizing this event once again; you are a treasure.








Jared knows exactly what he needs to do: earn a 4.0 grade point average, lead the basketball team to the state championship, nab a spot on the Homecoming Court, and be the best son two Catholic parents could ask for. He should know, this sort of stuff has been his life for the last 17 years, but this is when everything changes.

Befriending Jensen Ackles, who everyone knows of but doesn’t really know, opens Jared’s eyes to an array of possibilities he’d never considered. With Jensen in his life, Jared finds the courage to be his own person, recognize his real feelings, and make his own decisions when it comes to school, friends, and love.

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Banners





textless version

For this year's banner, I drew inspiration from the stained glass windows found in many Christian-- particularly Catholic-- churches. However, I didn't want to do an embedded image, such as Christ or the cross, within the glass itself. So I decided to do a simple pattern with more focus on the frame and arches. I also wanted to incorporate the homosexuality element, so I chose to do a rainbow for the actual glass coloring.

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Sex On Fire



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So for this piece, I started out wanting to just draw Jensen's wet naked ass-- because who doesn't want to see that? But then as I was thinking harder about it, I also wanted to show Jared's reaction to seeing it, since that is what the whole scene is about. I originally was DEAD SET against using comic panels, because I was imagining more of a movie poster type image, but as I was talking things over with [livejournal.com profile] quickreaver I soon realized that it would work better to have images of each part of Jensen that Jared is noticing in this new way; and for that, panels worked best. And even though it is hard to see, I may have given Jensen a navel piercing, because why the hell not? :P

Side note: holy crap I have never appreciated comic book artists more than after finishing this one.

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It's a Sin


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I really wanted a picture of Jared with a rosary to show his faith, because it is central to his character throughout the story. I also wanted to showcase his struggle with him coming to terms with himself, so I chose to have him crying while praying. For the background, I used the same lineart that I used for the banner, but with a simple orange coloring to compliment the blue of his shirt.

*additional lighting effects by [livejournal.com profile] quickreaver

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Jensen Ackles and the Rainbow Connection


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In the fic, Jensen is the complete opposite of Jared when it comes to his sexuality. Where Jared is struggling to come to terms with his homosexuality, Jensen has completely embraced that aspect of himself. So when it came time to do a Jensen pic, I went the complete opposite route-- ie bright and cheery with rainbows! *jazz hands*

For those wondering why I always say I overthink things, here is a perfect example. Sorry, Twitter, but Amy and I ended up deciding on pink after all. :P

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True Colors


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WIP GIF

For this piece, I really wanted to draw Jared as Jensen sees him-- hence the title. In the fic, Jared is always the center of attention, always positive, always happy, always perfect... or at least on the surface. But when around he's around Jensen, he drops his guard and shows his true face, namely more insecure, pained, sadder, and more nuanced. So I wanted Jared's expression to show that. All that other stuff is just a show he puts on, to be the perfect guy, the perfect student, the perfect son.

I don't do this style of drawing often, mainly because of the time and effort that goes into it. But where Jensen is an artist, I really wanted his drawing of Jared to be the most intricate piece I did, so I forced myself to be patient with this one.

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Kiss Me Slowly


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WIP GIF

I couldn't very well pick a high school AU and not do a kissing scene, now could I?

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Jensen Ackles' Epic Gay Barometer




Blame this one on [livejournal.com profile] dugindeep!

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Divider



Based this off my actual set of pride rings.
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Headers





Like last year, I wanted to do header images. With these, I forced myself to experiment with some different brushes, and even learned how to make a chain link brush.

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Jensen's Sketchbook and Sketch Dump











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Navigation








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Icons





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That's a wrap! Thank you for looking at my art, and don't forget to check out the fic!



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Date: 2015-08-03 09:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tebtosca.livejournal.com
WOW NICK!! You outdid yourself this time, so great. I love all the small details like Jared's mole and Jensen biting his lip and the coloring you used and all the bonus pieces. And Jensen's balls between his legs in the shower that I should even be seeing while at work, hey-yooooooooo!

And the one of Jared crying and praying is really moving and makes me even more intrigued to read the story. Wonderful work!

Date: 2015-08-03 10:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dephigravity.livejournal.com
Why thank you, my dear! It was truly such a pleasure to work on this particular fic.

Also, would say I'm sorry about you looking at Jensen's balls while at work, but I'M NOT! *evil grin*

Date: 2015-08-03 10:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jennygeee.livejournal.com
These are outstanding! You worked so hard on these, lucky author!!

Date: 2015-08-03 10:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dephigravity.livejournal.com
Thank you so much, I had a lot to inspire me!

Date: 2015-08-03 10:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] helena zeegers (from livejournal.com)
This art is fantastic! I love it.
I'm going to read the story due to the art alone. :)

Do you have a rebloggable art post for this on Tumblr?

Date: 2015-08-03 10:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dephigravity.livejournal.com
Thank you! I'm currently working on uploading things to tumblr right now, actually!

Here you go:

Main post: http://dephigravity.tumblr.com/post/125790791730
NSFW pic: http://dephigravity.tumblr.com/post/125790978805
Jared sketch: http://dephigravity.tumblr.com/post/125791215465
Edited Date: 2015-08-03 10:24 pm (UTC)

Date: 2015-08-03 10:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] helena zeegers (from livejournal.com)
By the way, my favourite parts are Jared and his expression in the shower, and the facial portrait of him. It's exquisite.

Date: 2015-08-03 10:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dephigravity.livejournal.com
Thanks again. <3

Date: 2015-08-03 10:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] emmatheslayer.livejournal.com
the are here is amazing wow excellent work wow amazing I love it .it really tells the story

Date: 2015-08-09 05:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dephigravity.livejournal.com
Aw, thank you, I'm glad you think so!

Date: 2015-08-03 10:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bayani13.livejournal.com
Really gorgeous. I love your work. Don't even care if there are spoilers in the art I can't help but click on your posts. The Jared sketch is seriously beautiful. And I just really love the lights and happy in the kissing scene. Bravo!

Date: 2015-08-09 05:11 pm (UTC)

Date: 2015-08-03 11:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kelios.livejournal.com
Every piece of this is simply gorgeous. I love the stained glass windows especially, and Jared's confession is really beautiful and moving. Thank you so much!

Date: 2015-08-09 05:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dephigravity.livejournal.com
Thank you for the lovely comment! ♥

Date: 2015-08-04 12:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dolnmoon.livejournal.com
Absolutely fantastic. OMG Nick you have grown leaps and bounds, your art is fantastic. I love your Jared so much and the colors and beautiful lines. Your Jensen as always is great. The dividers are so nice. Jared in the suit is sweet and the kiss... that kiss is emotional. Jared praying makes you feel his emotions and pain.

Now I have to load this onto my kindle.

I can't say how much I love these and all of that hard work paid off with such spectacular pieces. dugindeep is so lucky to have had you as an artist.

Date: 2015-08-09 05:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dephigravity.livejournal.com
Thank you so much, my sweet! I think I finally feel like I am comfortable calling myself an artist. /o\

Date: 2015-08-04 12:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quickreaver.livejournal.com
OMG, LOOK AT ALL THIS!!

Dumbo, you had it in you the whole time. ;) But seriously, Nick, you are such an incredibly hard worker and so damned creative, there really isn't anything you can't do. Tackling that shower scene was no mean feat! And you pumped so much emotion into each pic, you KNOW the theme of the fic w/o having read it, which is exactly what illustration should do.

I am thoroughly charmed by these all over again! The kiss pic is such a perfect closing.

Fantastic job, baby. Hit me up any time. (Believe me, I'll call in favors, heh...)

Date: 2015-08-09 05:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dephigravity.livejournal.com
I CAN FLY, TIMOTHY!

I know I sound overly repetitive at this point, but seriously, THANK YOU! for all the help you've been to me in ALL THE WAYS! You are simply the best, and I owe you so much!

Date: 2015-08-04 01:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] minchout.livejournal.com
These are beautiful!

Date: 2015-08-11 06:03 pm (UTC)

Date: 2015-08-04 01:26 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] tsuki-no-bara.livejournal.com
oh man, these are all so good. it's hard not to be partial to jensen's naked ass - it's a very nice ass - but i think my favorite is jared-as-jensen-sees-him. he looks so young and unsure, i just want to hug him. (altho i imagine he might prefer jensen.... :D )

Date: 2015-08-11 06:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dephigravity.livejournal.com
Jensen's ass is rather hard to not be partial to, huh? :P Thank you so much.

Date: 2015-08-04 03:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ephermeralk.livejournal.com
oh my goshhhhhhh. All this art!!! ALL THIS ART. *squeals in delight*

Your patience paid off with Jared, because WOW is that gorgeous. And kissing boys ♥ ♥ YES PLEASE. And of course, Jensen's naked ass, and Jared crying

uh. what more could I ask for?? You've clearly seen into my soul :D :D

beautiful work, as always. I'm in love. Or lust. Whatever.

♥ ♥

Date: 2015-08-11 06:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dephigravity.livejournal.com
Soul reading and heart stomping are two of my most valued talents! :D Thank you so much for the wonderful comment.

Date: 2015-08-04 06:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] herminekurotowa.livejournal.com
I don't know which drawing I like best or even better. Every single one is so wonderful. ♥__♥

Date: 2015-08-11 06:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dephigravity.livejournal.com
Aw, thank you.

Date: 2015-08-04 07:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
So much pretty!!! I'm a bit overwhelmed... I think my face right now is mirroring Jared watching Jensen in the shower. A mixture of lust and awe.

Ok. So the stained glass is beautiful (I'm a complete sucker for rainbows). The chapter headers are lovely, and I love the juxtaposition of Jared's rosary with Jensen's mega gay necklace! Thank you so much for the gif showing Jared's portrait building up, i find process absolutely fascinating and could watch it for hours. (Is that all digital drawing?). Jared praying is a heartbreaker. The kiss is so sweet and romantic and I love how you've made the lights glow for them. Jensen in pink chewing his lip is totally adorable but yes, the piece de resistance is the shower scene - which deserves an OMG! SO EFFING SEXY!

Date: 2015-08-11 06:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dephigravity.livejournal.com
So the stained gallss...The chapter headers are lovely, and I love the juxtaposition of Jared's rosary with Jensen's mega gay necklace!

My original concept for a banner was actually going to be Jared's hand holding his rosary and a set of pride rings intertwined. Still kind of like the idea, but I decided to separate them into individual elements.

Re: Jared portrait: Is that all digital drawing?

It is all digital! I really don't know or understand much about Corel Painter, but the pencil brushes are very realistic looking! You have to have the dpi set up pretty high to get the lines so precise, which makes downsizing a little muddy, but the full size look great. So, yeah, my initial sketch was in Photoshop, and then I imported into Corel.

ANYWHO, thank you so much, I'm glad you liked it all! ♥

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Date: 2015-08-04 07:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Oh! I forgot to say, mediafire won't let me access your playlist (boo hiss) - I think it's blocked it on copyright grounds. Mayb you could up load the list as a zip file to mega.nz instead? That seems to be a very good site for file sharing, I use it a lot.

AND - where are all the comments for your art???!!! I had a quick peek last night and expected your comment box would be full this morning!

Date: 2015-08-11 06:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dephigravity.livejournal.com
*glomps* Glad the link finally worked for you!

Re: comments... sadly LiveJournal's slide into obscurity seems to be picking up speed. So many lovely BB fics and arts with barely any attention at all. :( tumblr and AO3 just AREN'T THE SAME!

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Date: 2015-08-04 08:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sleepypercy.livejournal.com
These are all so lovely and gorgeous! I love Jared's little 'o' of surprise (and obviously delight when he composes himself) at Jensen's glorious, naked ass.

Also, that sketch of Jared - I want to glomp it and keep it forever, he looks ridiculously perfect! You are seriously amazing ♥

Date: 2015-08-11 06:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dephigravity.livejournal.com
You are so sweet, thank you!

Date: 2015-08-04 10:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zara-zee.livejournal.com
Beautiful art set. The pencil sketch of Jared is gorgeous and the shower scene? Fabulous. Wonderful detail, plus nekkid, wet Jensen. What's not to love? I'm now even more eager to read the story, thanks to your art! :D

Date: 2015-08-11 06:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dephigravity.livejournal.com
Thank you! And I hope you enjoy the fic as much as I did!

Date: 2015-08-04 12:06 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] geckoholic
Okay. Wow. That is a lot of really pretty art. GREAT JOB, THAT.

Date: 2015-08-11 06:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dephigravity.livejournal.com
Why thank you, my dear!

Date: 2015-08-04 02:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shinyslasher.livejournal.com
WOWOW THIS IS THE BEST ART I'VE SEEN FROM YOU EVER!!! <3_<3 I LOVED the very squeezable butt in the shower and little ballsy peak heh and mmm nipples...*cough* ANYWAY Jensen with the pencil biting his lip is SUPER ADORABLE and OMG the TRUE COLORS IS JUST PERFECT, it's like my favoritest!!! I can't believe how much work you put into this and finished early! GO NICKY! <333
p.s. I miss the days I got to squeee about your drafts *sniff*

Date: 2015-08-11 06:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dephigravity.livejournal.com
YOU FLATTER ME, MADAME! Thank you, as always. hearts;

Date: 2015-08-04 03:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bt-kady.livejournal.com
Wow! Nick, all this art is fantastic! I especially loved the Jared drawing. So detailed and lovely. I wish I had your talent, hon. BRAVO!

Date: 2015-08-11 06:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dephigravity.livejournal.com
Thank you! ♥

Date: 2015-08-04 04:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cassiopeia7.livejournal.com
Glorous, glorious artset, Nick! I love what you did with the shower scene (and Jensen's perky wet ass!), but my favorite piece by FAR is that awesome portrait of Jared. Perfection, sheer PERFECTION. ♡

Date: 2015-08-11 08:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dephigravity.livejournal.com
OH Deb! Thank you so much. ♥♥♥

Date: 2015-08-04 06:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] chomaisky.livejournal.com
So many pretties!!! I can feel the love radiating from them! My favourite is Kiss Me Slowly. I love the palette. But they're all awesome. Your author is so lucky!

Date: 2015-08-11 08:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dephigravity.livejournal.com
Oh, thank you so much. I tried really hard to be a little more bright and bold this year,

Date: 2015-08-04 08:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gorkonelka.livejournal.com
I have to say that all pics are nice and stuff, yada, yada, yada.... BUT that one "True Colors" - that one is just ON THE FUCKING SPOT perfect. I seriously see Jared there, like it´s a photo and not a drawing. Incredible, beautiful, stunning and after all perfect :)

You are something, something else ;) Gorgeous!

Date: 2015-08-11 08:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dephigravity.livejournal.com
Thank you so much, that is one amazing compliment!

Date: 2015-08-04 10:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] equally-dour.livejournal.com
absolutely fantastic art!!

Date: 2015-08-11 08:32 pm (UTC)

Date: 2015-08-05 12:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untitleddemo.livejournal.com
Holy snakes, guy! This set is so amazing!! I really like so many of the pieces, especially the kiss and Jensen's rainbow connection, but my fave has to be the True Colors portrait. It's simply fab! I can really see how much time and love went into these. Congrats Nick!! Your author must be over the entire moon!

Date: 2015-08-11 08:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dephigravity.livejournal.com
Awwwww, thank you! This was by far one of the best fandom experiences I've had. ♥
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